{"id":2033,"date":"2013-03-04T17:56:00","date_gmt":"2013-03-04T17:56:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danislettertomum.wordpress.com\/2013\/05\/16\/still-4th-march-510-pm"},"modified":"2023-06-18T09:47:15","modified_gmt":"2023-06-18T09:47:15","slug":"still-4th-march-510-pm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.acasanapraia.com\/en\/still-4th-march-510-pm\/","title":{"rendered":"(still 4th March \u2013 5:10 pm)"},"content":{"rendered":"

B\u00ean\u00e7a, m\u00e3e!<\/p>\n

Me, again.<\/div>\n
I\u2019m on the earlier train home today. There are so\u00a0 many things in my mind, I had\u00a0tons<\/i>\u00a0of work to do, but I just couldn\u2019t focus\u2026<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
It feels like I\u2019ve got this thing stuck in my throat. It\u2019s making my chest feel tight. All seems to be wrong, Mother. Every little thing seems out of place.<\/div>\n
I\u2019m stressed and impatient in work. I\u2019m forgetful, I\u2019m feeling weird things in my body, which I immediately think it\u2019s cancer I\u2019ve got and that I\u2019m going to die soon, like you did.<\/div>\n
I can\u2019t leave Craig, Mother. I just can\u2019t. Can you please ask God to let us (Craig and me) die together, in our sleep and long after we\u2019ve had grandchildren, please? I always ask him that, but as they always say, a mother\u2019s prayer is much stronger!<\/div>\n
Mother, I\u2019m very worried about the buying of our house. Craig is a bit stressed too. He phoned me this afternoon and told me that he\u2019d spoken to a solicitor and that it\u2019ll cost around \u00a3900 just to inspect it. We haven\u2019t got this money.<\/div>\n
Craig is viewing a two-bed flat tomorrow. I know we wanted a house, with a garden etc., but it\u2019s been hard to find a nice one in a good area. This flat is in one of the best areas in Cardiff; minutes from a beautiful park and lake. There\u2019s a lot of green around \u2013 the communal garden is huge, Mother! Perfect for doggies and children to play!\u00a0J<\/span><\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
However, there\u2019s also the problem of the deposit. The money you\u2019re going to give to us is still \u2018blocked\u2019 in the bank, so we don\u2019t know when\/if dad will be able to send it to us\u2026<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Anyway, you know me. You know how stressed I get with these things that are out of control for me. It\u2019s just been hard.<\/div>\n
Mother, I\u2019m missing you. I\u2019m missing you really bad\u2026\u00a0L<\/span><\/div>\n
Today we got in the post a photobook that Craig and I had ordered. It\u2019s ninety pages of photos of us, and of us with our families too. I can\u2019t stop looking at the ones we\u2019re together!<\/div>\n
It hurts, Mother.<\/div>\n
I need you.<\/div>\n
Would you please ask God to let me dream about you?<\/div>\n
I love you for all eternity.<\/div>\n
\n

Dani.<\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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